Going through one of my many troubled manifestations.  Though I keep telling my friends that we manifest good as well as bad.. well I did manifest my fears and a bad outcome.. so well I was hitting myself with tap to check.. and figure out why I did it.. Karma is quick to bite and quick to teach a lesson and I like to think I am a good student.. so what if I digress once in a while.. I think I do that to reiterate steps that is ingrained in me but forgotten when I get muddled with irrelevant stuff.

Well like in NLP, I think all behavior has some good intention, this does too and I can see it.

I will only take feedback and will not accept it as a failure.. Dissociating with the situation first..helped me..

So while I was going through some calm abiding meditation to guide myself out of this maze that keeps pushing me to react and to blame, I see that I own FULL responsibility of what I am facing today.. and with that acceptance I am calm and focused on moving only forward. All around me is nothing my manifestations of my own fears and my weaknesses.  That is not all of me.. I have the greater part who always makes them weaknesses as strengths… I AM the only one who can change this and so I shall..

And this just summarizes what I saw as a direction today morning.. as I was reflecting..

Serene Self-Assurance
Gemini Daily Horoscope

You may be making decisions with confidence and assurance today, which could be due to your sense of self-composure. Approaching problems in a collected and calm way might be difficult, but you could find that it allows you to focus on every aspect of a problem with equanimity. By bringing this sense of equanimity to your life, you may be more able to see a wider picture of what is going on. Should you be faced with a choice that is difficult today, you might first consider paying attention to your breath, letting it calm and relax you. As you breath, try to notice the things that surround you—your environment, the people, the issues. You might notice that with a continuing focus on your breath, you are able to more fully give everything your full attention and listen to others with a greater sense of openness and self-possession.

Confidence often comes from being calm, cool, and collected. There are times when we are called upon to make decisions when we automatically switch into a form of panic mode. Whenever this happens, we do not approach the situation carefully and with awareness, and we are never sure of what we ultimately decide. Our breath, however, has the power to help us. Through its constant and gentle rhythm we slow down and become more conscious of those around us and what we need to do. Using your breath as a tool to relax you today will make you feel secure about the decision you have to make.