11 random things on 11.11.11

I got this idea from Shankari’s post in Facebook and reading the blog of Thought Raker . Lovely post by the way.. inspired me..

Thought I would pen down my thoughts in random too..

1. A change in consciousness, a change in fortune, a change in everything good or bad.. everyone is talking about today but heck, do we need for a 11.11.11 to actually see change.. change is always happening inside..  Its been a beautiful day… just like any other beautiful day and I loved the sunshine after the chilly morning… rest is all past…
2. Winter is here… and though getting up in the morning and going for my run is getting difficult I still love winter.. Discovered the joy of running… so late… I wish I did it earlier…
3. Was keenly following the gruesome murder of Keenan and Reuben… It was so horrifying… So much violence… what is the need.. for it.. yet for some its normal… huh !!  Wish they were smarter !!  But I ask myself what would I do if my son or daughter or my husband were at risk… wouldn’t I not do the same as Keenan… ?? I ask myself… and I receive a fearful answer…
4. Inaction is the worst form of corruption… in my mind…
   Restrictions have so taught me how to do with less.. No I, the wolf,  have not yet reached the stage to jump out of the restrictive boundaries…. right now I am sniffing my boundaries…
5. Sometimes, its helpless to see souls doing the same mistakes inspite of showing them the big picture… what does it take for a soul to understand that certain actions will always bear unpleasant results… and yet one plods on.. and yet I have to stand by and see that soul plod on and hope with hope that this one learns faster than its needed..
6. There is something positive in the air… and maybe its nothing… even with all the flatness of being… I still see a curve… it just is waiting to manifest… so many possibilities..
7. I lost another 2 kgs… I need to lose 5 more.. Feeling hopeful…  Ignoring comments of my friends telling me my face is growing longer… Ahem… Ok I do not understand that… either I am getting thinner or my face is getting longer.. I just hope the former is more visible.. LOL.. Maybe I need the much required haircut… this long hairdo not happening.. I like things square like my face… long is not symmetrical… LOLOLOL..
8. Dad is going back home.. to Assam soon and I already am missing him.. Maybe having only one parent the focus of love is much more condensed… and well, shame on me… but attachment creeps in.. I am giving it all the love and letting it go… knowing he is always a part of me as I am a part of him and I will see him soon enough.. still I will miss him… his little thoughtful actions which make my life so smooth… thank you Dad… Only I know how much of a pillar of support you have been to me… Maybe you do too but you would think its natural… I would think I am blessed… Winter now in Shillong… ummmmm
9. I have a garden to tend.. Dad’s legacy as he is going back to Assam.. Now I carry on his legacy of loving the green chillies, the random tomatoes, the tulsi tree, the greens and my own first love, The growing Azalea, The yellow Hibiscus and the list goes on… I love each of the  plants and its weird how only now, I understand my Dad’s nurturing hobby. I am the rich owner of some really nifty tips which are like gold to me on plants..
10. Have a vision of a retreat coming up soon. Dont know where and when. Just know it will happen. Tibet is in my dreams..  Potala palace in particular..
11. Still searching for the purpose of the moment that I am frozen in.. is it a test ? Is it a challenge ? I take it as a Wait..for the gateway of blissful joy to open up.. I am waiting..