Surprise is something which I always had some funny fear of…
Specially most of the time, the surprises are not what I expect… right from when I wished for a Wing Sung Pen… and got something which was not a pen at all from Dad. LOL..
Then there was this all new romantic time of the newly wedding flush.. where I was expecting flowers and perfume from hubby and he got me a fancy belt…
Its been 10 years and till date I have no use for it…
LOLOL
Well he has improved… but notes apart… I mean, its always been the thing that surprises are a little dicey for me.. most of the time…
So I guess in some aspects … I am a planner.. I like to know where I am going, what I am doing, clarity… even if its lazing with a beer in a beach shack.. 
So well I decided to cross this fear and just decided to experiment with myself…
This time, I closed my eyes and just decided to go with the moment…
So here I was, holidays were coming up and just like that, I decided… it would be Go go Go go Goa…
And even though we did this place couple of times, it was Dad’s wish so there we were…
And just goes to show that if you just trust in the moment it all falls into place..
Got a route which took us to Goa in 11 hours… and it was a wonderful route.. full of trees..
Again… we had to face another section.. while going to Goa that is our accident site.. where we crashed our Bolero majorly..
So we passed that… my heart beat faster… and a feeling deja vu was passing over me… but I breathed in and we passed the site… and while coming back, I did not even notice it… well another little mental obstacle was diminished..
Sometimes, I always observe how I tend to make things bigger than what it is…
The brain does not know the difference… so this time I told my brain it was just a feeling and I had to just let it pass… and feel it rather than fight it..
So anyway, where was I …. yeah Goa…
Surprise was that we got a good booking, beautiful weather, great property, loads of fun moments, great food and won a holiday for 6 days 7 nights to one of the nice places..
Interesting how when you least expect it, it just rains…
so here I am with a smile… and thankfulness… for all the joy that brought in with surprises.. :)
Looking forward to the next holiday… wheee…
