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Adieu 2009: Hola 2010 !!

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Well so many thoughts running through the mind..

The past year has given a lot of opportunities in terms of lessons in patience, letting go, resolving so called conflicts, etc..

So though it has been a tough one, I would not write it completely off.

I do like to think that the turbulence in different sets of circumstances.. has made me more peaceful inside.. the more the chaos outside, the more peaceful I have learnt to be inside..

So well, I appreciate the fruits of my own labor . .so what if they were sour :) … Most of what I have sowed in terms of anger, bad thoughts, conflicts and all the stuff which block my own progress and embitters the soul,… most of it I feel I have reaped.. in the form of various trying circumstances which I know was my own making.. :)

The achievements have been subtle and lasting.. and soul searing.. one that I will not forget ..

Affirmations for 2010

So well, I do not make resolutions per say.. but I will definitely make some affirmations for the present to the future..

  • I let go of any remaining conflicts I have inside me knowing that ALL is taken care of.
  • I am always with the divine to be on the right path.
  • I give love and I receive love equally from souls around me.
  • I am not biased with souls who try me patience or repel my soul dynamics knowing that its all what I attract and nothing more.
  • I am very happy with what I have and what I deserve to have.
  • I have closed circle of conflict (conscious and subconscious)  with all  the souls who I have worked to bring forth this feeling of unpleasantness.
  • I am always in love with life and life is in love with me.
  • I am always spreading light and joy around all the souls that come in touch with me.
  • I am aware of what I am speaking and what my actions are.
  • I am aware of my anger and the  negative thoughts that pervade me in times of weakness and I can capture that before it dilutes my mind and I throw it back to the light.
  • I am resolving all my past pending karma so that I can move and grow as a spiritual soul..
  • All the journeys, geographical, physical, mental, emotional, familial will only and only enhance my knowledge and enable me to journey farther without any detachment.
  • I have extreme love and patience for the souls who try my patience and difficult triggers to tempt me to incur difficult karma.
  • I do not judge what I do not understand and KNOW that it has a reason to be the way it is ( both people and situations).
  • I consider souls who pave difficulty for me, my teachers.
  • I am free of my ego which sometimes craves for praise or tempted to blame..
  • I am free of all beliefs, from my past life, my environment, my present life, inherited aspects.. which inhibit me to live as a joyous and free soul connected to the Divine.

Well I have many more.. that I keep in my mind.. but this should be good to start with.

Wishing all of you.. a very Happy New Year.. !!

May it bring forth peace and contentment in your lives !! :)

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  1. Shailley Sinha
    10/01/03

    Hi,

    Love your blog and the thoughts especially the Buddhism part of it. I was just reading your last post and wow the way you have put across your thought! Simply amazing! Do you actually manage all that? Are you able to think of souls who pave difficulty for you as your teachers? That is indeed an advanced soul.

    Love, Shailley

  2. Pallavi Baruah
    10/01/04

    Hi Shailley,
    THanks for passing by. Well those were affirmations and yes some of them are really difficult to maintain but the effort is there. At first we go through the stage of automatic reaction of being human and striking back and then I think of capturing that controlling it and reconstructing that thought into a one which benefits the interaction between me and other souls..
    Oh its not that easy.. every time, it gets a tiny bit better till you are totally detached..

    As for being advanced, I would disagree, since I consider myself totally a baby in this path.. :) Maybe it will take lifetimes of practice to reach an advance stage..

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